Dyingです
┊ a cemetery cat brought back to life
┊and a wish for happiness.
Art by naomochi
Credits
❖【Models】❖
♥ Art Mama: kinnimin
♥ Rig Papa: Stealthy_Mouse
♥ Reactive PNG: roniniart❖【Emotes】❖
♥ Hiii, Bye, Plead, Lubbers, and Hug Emotes: 7cheu
♥ MAN, Ghostiespin, Stand, and Slay Emotes: BitsySpindle
♥ Noted Emote: chamomies
♥ Ew and Sit Emotes: CthulhuLel
♥ Beam Emote: EightyEightDesigns
♥ Beans Emote: Fuuvii
♥ Eye Left, Mouth, and Eye Right Emotes: gummdropu
♥ Head Pat Emote: hiyokay
♥ Heart Emote: matita
♥ Snowberry Buffer and Snowberry Dab Emotes: Stealthy_Mouse
♥ Confetti, Popcorn, Prayge, NoU, Bwah, Salute, Peek, and Cry Emotes: Meguren
♥ Snowberry Nodders Emote: naivecandy
♥ Snacks Emote: PacificsBlue
♥ Point Emote: riia_arts
♥ Tail Emote: thaimoon
♥ SoCute Emote: tinykaro
♥ Silly Emote: tohfee
♥ Chair Spin Emote: Triseptimo
♥ Pixel White Cat Emotes: Skii Ryu
♥ Hiss Emote: Tspchan1
♥ Dance Blob Emote: Meruiwii❖【Overlays + Backgrounds】❖
♥ Just Chatting Overlay: Artypaws
♥ Minimal Gaming + Frame Overlays: himonarune
♥ Custom Chat Widget (Stained Glass Style): Redo Graphics
♥ Glass Heart Widget: milaeshop
♥ Night/Day Abandoned Church BGs: Omorphia1
♥ Outside Church BG: Rishu
♥ Bedroom Scenes with Desk Assets: ArtNailum
♥ Cute Spooky Overlay: l__gfx❖【Stinger + Screens】❖
♥ Starting Soon Screen: asphixnya
♥ Starting Soon Screen Running Art: Tharya
♥ BRB Screen: ashabananabread
♥ Stinger: qwerqcreative
♥ Ending Screen: ycy9_❖【Alerts】❖
♥ Pixel Follow/Sub/Bits Alerts: Yumipiku
♥ Pixel Raid Alert: GataStarry
♥ Hype Train Alert: Tharya
♥ Sound Alert FX: Grim Fables❖【BGM】❖
♥ Starting Soon BGM: Koruu❖【Extras】❖
♥ Icon: Nagu
♥ Gacha Redeem Items Art: arunyi
♥ Main Logo: Astra
『𝔐𝔬𝔯𝔦𝔯 𝔢𝔰 𝔳𝔦𝔳𝔦𝔯』
Sunset on the horizon, a small, weary, white cat wanders into the cemetery before her. Exhausted and looking for rest, she finds a quiet spot upon a sealed tomb, her tiny weathered paws curling up for what she believes is another bout of sleep.
But as she begins to doze, a certain warmth surrounds her, and she remembers.
She remembers how it has changed, time and time again, but this page feels close to the end of the story. Maybe this time, she doesn’t get to roll into another life.
“It isn’t time for you to go just yet…” A voice rings out as her eyes close…
The voice fades into oblivion, that beautiful space the little one knows just before she tumbles into form.
But this time, this time, she remains; coffinless, a cemetery cat, mourningless in her body anew.
She breathes a lungful of morning, the sun breaking the horizon line in viscous pastel, and those golden eyes open to see. A garden abandoned, but loved by the sky, the rain, nothing in vain in this silent corner of modernity.
And strawberries.
Art by ewmi
“Dying,” the voice she heard before is a small, white cat, too.
Somehow then, she understands.
The finality of the word, sanctioned for losing, loss, going beyond. The end.
“Your name is Dying,” the cat reiterates.
Yes, it is. To be. To live is to do the same.
“What will you do now?”
She looks over at the fields, grass green over the dead, filled with silence. What may have been, what could have been. The spectral cat waits patiently for a response. Dying turns her head, confident in existence, exigence in words escaping:
“I vow to bring them happiness. Even now. I will try to make them proud.”
[Written by DyingDesu]
About DyingDesu
Art by nuupon
My name is Dying— a reincarnated cemetery cat, brought back to life with a wish for happiness...
I have been close to death and fear it.
However, everyone should have a guide into the great beyond, regardless of their fate and judgement thereafter. I am only a cemetery cat, but one with purpose - to share kindness, happiness, and wisdom that I have gained to make this journey through life a little easier.My content is mainly Just Chatting streams, and sometimes cozy+fun games, with a focus on community and connection. I stream every day!Because of chronic illness, I often do not have opportunities to leave the house or do many of the things the average person might get to do! But thankfully, the online world has allowed me to see and learn so much more than I ever thought I could. I am constantly amazed by the kindness of others and will continue to do my best!
Likes
♥ Pokémon
♥ Cute Things
♥ Photography
♥ Creative Writing
♥ Rainy Weather
Food
♥ Strawberries
♥ Chashu Bowl w/ Fried Rice
♥ Salads
Anime
♥ Beyond the Boundary
♥ Anohana
♥ Zoids
♥ .hack//Sign
♥ Frieren
♥ FMA: Brotherhood
♥ Nichijou
DISLIKES
✖ Wasps
✖ Hot weather
✖ Cilantro
✖ Rude people
✖ Dark places
MOVIES
♥ Constantine
♥ The Menu
♥ The Girl Who Leapt Through Time
♥ Spirited Away
Games
♥ .hack//
♥ Nier series
♥ Apex
♥ Pokemon
♥ Animal Crossing
Hobbies
♥ Photography | digi + film
♥ Writing | micro fiction, abstract
♥ Reading | strange fiction, grit + feels
♥ Hobonichi | journaling, decorating
Art by CthulhuLel
001 Religious themes, iconography, and visuals. Different version/concepts of places of worship/prayer. Abandoned places, especially cemeteries and churches. Stained glass. Complicated expressions of heaven, hell, and in-between/limbo. Angels of all iterations and interpretations; be not afraid, look upon me and envision madness, small creature that one can look at without fear, etc.
002 Strange realities, liminal spaces, time loops/blips in time, and how messing with order can corrupt (see first section for how I love the concept of merging the two).* A glitch in the system. An intertwining of past, present, and future. Altered dimensions and a crossing of what could have been and what will become.
*See: P.T. (PS3), Silent Hill series, Death Stranding.
003 The macabre and oddities (but not necessarily horror). Skulls, bones, decay. A vessel left behind, a world that continues to grow around it. How blood can be both vitality and infected with sickness. Mortality, existential confrontation, and how one finds purpose in the difficulties placed upon us as humans.
004 Literature; abstraction, the human condition, psychological horror, metaphors, non-linear, experimental.
Ergodic literature is a special interest of mine and typically how I write.
• Literature: House of Leaves by Mark Z. Danielewski
• Poetry: Crush by Richard Siken
• Other: Mary Stuart's Ravenishment Descending Time: Prose Symphony by Georgiana Peacher
005 Music I enjoy listening to regularly: Dance Gavin Dance, Queens of the Stone Age, Mastodon, Bad Omens, Maximum The Hormone, Spiritbox, Fair to Midland...
Music that I think represents how I feel and experience the world: Chevelle, inabakumori, Grimes, Purity Ring, TOBACCO, V V Brown, Of Mice & Men, Low Roar, Florence and The Machine...
006 Light; a change in frequencies; speaking to ghosts. Halos and the morning seeping beneath a half-closed door. Mirrors, reflections, introspections and the cosmos. Postscripts and everything thereafter. There is no such thing as goodbye, truly.
007 Crowns, past lives, Joan of Arc. Ascension, Patron Saint of Home, my grandmother. To leave love behind and beyond. Reverence, hands lifted towards the sun, or fingerprints upon the earth. Blood spilled, a birthmark is made in the next life in remembrance. Tell stories of those gone as they can no longer write it here. Find fate, decisions made, twist the path before you. You will know all you need to know, in the end.
008 Kindness beyond the grave, kindness in what we have been given. Kindness in both knowing and the unknown, of what we yearn to be at peace with.
Many things have shaped my life, especially the kindness of others, given freely and without expectation. I am loved. I know that now after a very long journey. I hope you know that you are, too.
009 Letters, love in an envelope. Post scripts, once more. Forget not your excitement, written down in haste, the bleed of a pen through paper - a bleeding heart, always.
Contact
dyingdesubusiness@gmail.com
